Peace & <3 White Chocolate Mochas OR This Is Most Definitely Not Something Snarky (274)
Posted by Jenn
As promised, I will not write something snarky here about how much I hate two little words “We’ll see,” especially when a simple “No freakin’ way” or “I don’t think so” would suffice. Oh, crap. I did it anyway. Oh well. My hatred of those two words stems from a long line of “we’ll see’s” that were dished out by my mom, my ex “friends,” and my ex boyfriends/guys who strung me along and made me crazy! I’m pretty good at handling the truth. In fact, I prefer hearing the truth, no matter how painful it may be. After all, a lie told to preserve feelings only ends up hurting those feelings even more when the lie is discovered. I was told “We’ll see” by no less than 3 people today and I know at least one of them was being a big fat liar! I’m going to give them all the benefit of doubt though because really, I could have just asked for further explanation from them. Right?
Really, this is no one’s problem other than my own. It all stems from my past baggage and my desire to have a clear answer even though, sometimes, a vague response is all one can offer. Still, I’d much rather hear something like “I will think about it and get back to you” or “I might like to but I really don’t want to commit to anything.” Oh well. Snarky rant that I wasn’t going to do is now over.
In other news, I have amazing friends who are totally uplifting, loving, and generous. My friend Roni and her dad diagnosed that my car, in fact, did not need brakes, only brake fluid. YAY! Saved me lots of money on new brakes and I can now drive without feeling like I’m going to die. That’s a great thing!
Today was also my first day back at work after two weeks off. It was so hard to stay awake! Now, as tired as I am, I can’t go to sleep. Blah! So frustrating. But tomorrow is another day and tomorrow night springs forth with an abundance of new possibilities. One possibility, I go to work, stay awake all day, go to Acton and lead worship in a semi decent way, go to the gym, have food, pass out asleep. Yup. Sounds like a plan to me! Maybe more sleep will make me less crazy and less cranky and more happy/content with my life? Worship always helps so I’m looking forward to that.
Peace and ❤ white chocolate mochas,
PS This photo here sums up how I am when it comes to guys and probably one reason why I am still single:
About JennI am a book lover, a concert goer/lover of music, a singer, a musician, a lover of the beach and nature, an okay friend, a follower of Christ, and a twenty-something...for now.
Posted on January 7, 2013, in Uncategorized and tagged brakes, feelings, friends, guys, not dying, promises, sleep, sleep deprivation, snarky, that's why I'm still single, we'll see, white chocolate mochas, worship. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.