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Candy Crush Saga Might Just be Ruining My Life!

Candy Crush Saga might just be ruining my life! Well…not really but it is quite addicting. I held out for so long and didn’t play and now I’m hooked. The worst thing ever happened tonight too. I had to uninstall and reinstall the app and when I reinstalled it, I had lost two of the levels that took me forever to get past originally!!!! Aaaargh! Frustrating…but oh so much fun. Must keep playing. Must send requests to friends. Must send lives to friends. Must try to not be a zombie!

I’ve been feeling sick for the past few weeks on and off. It might be time to go to the doctor soon because it’s getting annoying. I came home after work and crashed for a few hours, woke up, took a shower, and then played Candy Crush Saga. You might be thinking at this point that I have a problem with playing that game, well… I don’t have a problem, okay!?!??!! So stop thinking that!!!. Lol it’s just fun.

I’ve been thinking a lot about writing a series of short stories and self publishing them. I don’t think I’d have the patience to actually write a full length novel before deleting it but I think I could probably stomach writing some short stories. I usually get a great idea, write about 30-70 pages, and then decide it is all crap and trash it. The few people I’ve confessed that too have seemed appalled that I would work that hard on something only to get rid of it before anyone saw it. So maybe, like my poetry and the few songs I’ve written/shared with others, it just needs to be put out there? I don’t know. It seems so cliché but there’s this story stuck in my brain that’s waiting to come out but I just won’t let it. Inside my head it’s protected against scrutiny and judgement. Out in the world, it’s practically defenseless!

I’ve been trying to take inspiration from a few amazing authors whose books I love. Were they not bold when they shared their stories with the world? Even if only a few of my friends read it, wouldn’t that be worth it? Or maybe even a few strangers? I should probably stop acting like this is an actual journal and get back to what I really wanted to write about today.

I don’t remember what the whole point of this was supposed to be about. I’m going to go see if I have any more lives so I can play more Candy Crush Saga. Goodnight!

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WARNING!!! This Blog Contains Some Foul Language and Some Truths! or I didn’t do anything church related today (259)

Today was one of the best days I’ve had in a quite some time.  I seem to feel this way about a lot of days but today I especially felt this way.  I got to hang out with some people I don’t get to see very often and who I don’t hang out with very often outside of church or a church related activity.  It was great!  To be honest, I was hanging out with people in the small group I used to attend before VLI started conflicting with when they met but tonight they weren’t doing any studying or discussing the bible, we were just hanging out, eating dinner together, playing a game together, and watching Anjelah Johnson’s comedy special on Netflix.  

 

Now, if you know anything about me, you might be wondering why I am so excited to do something non-church related.  It’s not that I don’t love my church or God or the ministries I’m involved in, it just felt really nice to relax with the people I serve with so often.  I wouldn’t be so involved in the College Group or Worship at Acton or be a leader in the College Group book study if I didn’t have a passion to serve God in those capacities.  It is extremely rewarding and also quite tiring.  Tiring in the sense that, my free time is no longer spent watching TV or movies or getting coffee with friends or playing long board games/card games or even something as simple as getting enough sleep.  My free time is spent reading books on the battle Christians face when they have homosexual desires or being a Gospel Centered Disciple or listening to new worship songs and putting together set lists/schedules/practicing worship, or studying for a sermon/teaching I’ll be giving soon.  If I’m not doing that, I’m usually at my 7-4:30 job or at church itself or, occassionally, sleeping (which I should be doing right now).  

 

I’m not trying to complain or boast like “Hey, look at the great things I’m doing!!!!”  I wouldn’t do it if I thought that I wasn’t supposed to be, if I thought it was all about me and I was doing it for the wrong reasons, or if it was seriously impeding my health/sanity.  I think serving God in the church body actually makes me, and probably anyone else, appreciate those moments you do have with your friends and family even more than you normally would.  That’s probably why tonight, even though I see Lindy a lot for worship and small group and playing guitar, and I see David and Jason a lot because of work and college group, I still value getting to spend tonight with them not doing anything related to church.  And I got to hang out with Adam and Andre, who I very rarely get to see, and Joel, a dear old friend who I also never get to see and miss hanging out with.  

There was no drama, there was just genuine fun and comfortability being with them.  Not that there’s ever really a lot of drama but it can happen, especially when you combine guys and girls of a similar age together.  Throw in some hormones and add some new friendships to the mix and feelings can get hurt (mine) and people can be horribly misunderstood (me) and nicknames can be given that truly piss me off (me – oh wait, I already specified that).  Seriously, it’s not okay, even if you find it funny, to nickname a friend “genital.”  I laugh those things off because I know it’s not meant to be something mean but it can be hurtful, particularly when everyone starts calling you that.  Someone please cue the bwah bwah bwah from the trumpet.  That’s how I feel about it. (say that last sentence again but in an Eeyore Image voice).  As much as I hate that nickname, please feel free to call me awesome, or wonderful, or funny, or Jenn.  I respond really well to Jenn!

So, at the end of the day today, what nuggets of awesomeness am I left with?  Even though I love my friends, I hate their nicknames for me.  I love the nicknames God gives me though, such as beautiful daughter, beloved one, precious, etc.  I love my friends even if I don’t get to see them that often.  I’m so happy God has brought me into the ministries I’m involved in. Anjelah Johnson is one of the funniest gals around and I will never get tired of hearing “nail salon.”  And I like turtles and T. Swift vs Carrie Underwood mashups and singing/playing guitar/goofing around with my friends.  

Oh and in case you missed it, the foul language I was referring to starting with a “p.”  😉

 

 Peace, love, and vanilla bean ice cream!

~Jenn

 

 

PS I got told by 3 different people at work today that I look 21.  Hearing that always cushions the “getting old” blow a bit.  Yes, I deal with vanity from time to time when it comes to my age.  Seriously, prayers are appreciated.  Sometimes I think God uses people like that to tell me that my age is literally just a number and I’m not limited by that number and I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.ImageImageImageImageImage

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