Posted by Jenn
Today I accomplished pretty much nothing. I had a sinus migraine all day so I ended up taking medicine and sleeping. Stupid sinuses and bipolar weather.
But by 8pm I was feeling a bit better and joined the ladies from college group at the park for some pizza, chips, and cookies. Then we continued girl’s night at Brandi’s house. We talked about discipleship and sang some worship songs. Then Lindy played some Christmas Carols on the guitar and we all painted our nails. It was a lot of fun. I love being a leader of the college group. It’s so great knowing all these extraordinary young women. Hopefully all of us leaders are making positive impacts in their lives.
Sleeping all day and being woozy from cold medicine gave me a lot of (legally) drugged time to think. I feel a bit more brave than I used to. I remember in high school being so brave and, only after letting people really hurt me and abuse me, did I start having issues with being afraid. I want to break free of all my fears and be brave and adventurous. I just want a change.
But how do you balance being meek and humble with being brave and courageous?